21 Aug Self Renewal
I have been recently un-hired. Yes I was shocked and hurt & disrupted. Eventually we get to the point of turning things into a positive, while taking full responsibility. No more couda wouda shuda... or depression just get up and take and action go! go! go!
Here is the funny thing, when I was un-hired I never for a moment felt I lost a career. I always felt that was a filler job. My goals were to work with project management, marketing, something to keep my mind alive!
Within this more alive and imagined version of myself I have always imagined more connection and skilled service to community. I would be so bold as to imagine myself a renaissance man in my own right. For this to happen I have to imagine myself as I have never been, and take actions on the regular basis that I have never taken. With more imagination than budget and less than laser focus I must use my mind to create this new reality.
Here is the rub…I believe in meditation and visioning but not prayer. I can respect those that do believe in prayer, but suspect my life will reflect what Fredrick Douglass said “I did not become free until I prayed with my feet” If prayers actually do lead to well being I’ve got that covered with my lottery tickets. I am convinced that my action will lead to my economic emancipation.
Soon I will unveil to the world the results of my focus
My higher self will have its revenge! Here I want to jokingly insert a sinister laugh!!
I would love to meet up with others of no particular religious faith, that enjoy mixing meditation with motivation in group settings.
Perhaps there is a group you could recommend for me in the Los Angeles area.